Goodbye

Okay, so I got a little frustrated earlier. Seriously though, I think I will stop writing in this. Hardly anyone leaves comments, which makes me think no one really reads it. I feel silly writing in it for one person. Plus it's inevitable that I'll get frustrated, sad, worried, or anxious about something and take it out on this page for whatever reason. If I want to keep a journal for my own benefit, I'll just start one and make it private, that way I can write whatever I want.

So in my style of analyzing everything (so frequently to the point of overanalyzation), I'll draw on the irony between my darling little blog's start and finish. The results from the reason for it's inception have now become the reason for it's conclusion. It is no longer a place where I can display my personality and my life, but rather a place that traps me within my own sphere and disables me from either escaping or properly conveying any and all of my deepest wishes and desires. It serves no purpose other than to give me a place to rant or spill things that should not be shared and makes me realize just how much I lack in controlling these spontaneous outbreaks. In other words, this page does nothing but prolong and extend that which causes me the most anxiety, therefore, I believe it is in my best interest to abstain from any further entries.

It is with melancholy in my heart and profound respect for this six month era, this voyage of introspection and self-discovery, that I must respectfully decline from continuing this webpage. I've laughed, I've cried, I've been silly, happy, frustrated, confused, worried, and excited. It was an experience, but it, like all things in the world, must end. Perhaps someday in the future there will be a time when it can be continued. A time when things of the past have dissolved and been long forgotten and I can once again look upon this page with fresh eyes and new ideas. It will no longer symbolize a prolonged lack of realization, but will instead serve as a medium for something more meaningful and less paltry. I give my sincere gratitude and thanks to those who cared enough to squander their time with my insipid meditations, sentiments, and daily encounters. With that, I take my leave and somewhat sorrowfully say

Goodbye.