Wow, I got up at 7 o'clock this morning! Only so I could finally go to my high school and get my yearbook. Then I went out for breakfast with my dad, which was nice. For some reason, every time I talk with my dad, he motivates me to become more intelligent and ambitious. So I was super productive today! I was too nervous to call about any of my job applications, so I finally sucked it up and called two of them. I talked to the hiring manager at Aeropostale and she said they hadn't started looking at applications yet, but she was going to spend the next three days looking over them so they can hire people. Maybe there's hope yet! I want to work at a clothing store so I can get an employee discount, hehe. If that fails, I can always go back to being a checkout girl. The manager is super nice and he likes me, and I would be very surprised if he denied me a job if I asked. It's not that bad, plus I get paid a lot more than I would at other places. I'm just proud of myself for calling :)

After that, I gave my room a makeover and rearranged all my furniture since it's been in the same spot my entire life. I have so much more floor space now! I bought some organizer things and, well, organized things. I think I was a little too excited about the whole thing. It was the most fun I had all week.

I sat down and played piano for over an hour today, mostly just classical stuff I hadn't played in ages. I was so happy to be able to play again, I don't know why I don't do it more often. I used to be so good at piano, and now I just suck. But it really was nice to just be able to play, even though I struggled with stuff I used to play effortlessly. I think my problem is that I just want to do everything, so instead of becoming great at one thing, I'm just mediocre at everything. I really want to go back to playing piano or some form of music. Before college, I had hardly gone a day without playing music or singing since I was nine years old, and now I hardly play at all. So sad :( I think I'll work on piano again. I want to be able to play with feeling instead of with thinking, the way I used to a few years ago.

I have nothing deep or thought provoking to say. I've been thinking pretty surface level lately. I think I'm watching too much reality TV.