I'm still trying to get my life back to normal after the hurricane that was formal recruitment. It's harder than I thought it would be to catch up with work and sleep, but I think I'm just about there. I'm really tired right now, and I have a whole bunch of work to do, but don't feel like doing any of it. I have such a love/hate relationship with my sorority, and right now it's leaning more toward the negative side. Recruitment was so stressful, even more so than last year, and I think I spent too much time with them this weekend. I really really really wish that I had more friends outside of the sorority because sometimes I just really need to get away from all of that stuff. Unfortunately, I only have about 2 friends that aren't in my sorority, and they're fairly hard to get in touch with. Blah. I guess I'm kind of just in an icky mood, mostly because I'm really tired. I sort of wish I had gone home this weekend. I was strongly considering it, and now I think maybe I should have. I can't go next weekend, but maybe the weekend after that. I just need to relax and get away from college and everything that goes with it for awhile. Plus I really really miss my mom a whole bunch. It looks like I won't be going home for Spring Break either. I'll probably go on the Habitat for Humanity trip to Louisiana. Last year it was a lot of fun, and this year they're going to New Orleans. I always wanted to go there, plus that means I'll get to cross the Mississippi River!!!!! I've never been west of the Mississippi, but have made it one of my life goals to cross over to the other side. That in itself is enough to make me want to go on the spring break trip. Just to prove how sheltered I am, Friday was my first time in a real airport. I went with a friend who wanted to surprise her dad, who was getting off a plane at the Columbus international airport. It was so neat. I'd seen airports on TV all the time, but I'd never actually been in one. It was an exciting, somewhat surreal experience. That's how much of a dork I am, looking in awe around the inside of an airport terminal.